Haha.. I feel alive again.. after the exams, and now I'm spending my time doing nothing. But, I can feel the guilt due to the upcoming January exams. That's a scary paper. I know it is.. Plus the fact that I will be going to Japan next week, and I will not have the time to study, it made me feel worse, but, I just couldn't be bothered. I'm tired of studying!!!
I'm looking forward to the Japan trip, just hopefully I wouldn't feel the guilt when I was in the middle of the trip..
And I just noticed that Lola will be coming over to the UK but I wouldn't be there. I'm really sorry. She even brought my present. That's so sweet. I miss you guys sooo much. At one point, I felt like not going on the plane to Japan and stay back to meet my dearest friend. 3 months was really long though.. I thought it would be just like before when we meet almost every 3 months. But, now..it's like a year or more.. Worse still when we have to prolong the duration of waiting.. waiting for my next date with my lao gong and lao po.. But, anayway, must take care wor..
Oh ya, I have to tell all of you that I finally told my parents about Shun Wei and I as well as our relationship. Hence, we are official already!! =P
I've been spending days in London after exams with him, it was splendid. But, don't worry, part of me will always be reserved for my lao gong and lao po..oh and ex and mistress.. I'm confused about our relationships..haha.. And fang xin because, I'm still a virgin..Haha..=P
Miss you guys!
